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Will anyone ever get to see the real me. My true heart. I long to be 
happy, I want a true happiness. Is that so wrong to want. I don't want 
to be alone any longer. The daily struggle that I endure becomes 
rougher each day. I know God is here with me and that He will give us 
only what we can handle. The problem is is that I can't handle being 
alone anymore. Don't get me wrong I have awesome friends, but I want I 
need something more. I'm trying to be patient and let God's plan for 
me unfold in my life. I'm not having much luck. My favorite saying 
that I love to hate is " good things come to those who wait" I'm 
sorry. But haven't I waited long enough. I'm 28 and I'm not getting 
any younger. I wanted so bad to have at least one kid by now. Yup. You 
guessed it I don't have one yet. I recently fell hard in love for 
someone, sadly like the others, she did not feel the same way. We 
still are friends and I am thankful for it. Well kids I guess that's 
all I have thanks for listening. I will leave you with this final 
thought, if you can and are able please feel free to help me find 
someone.


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